The Big Hash Shares His Struggles With Music and Prepares to Release “Press Hash Vol 1” Mixtape
In one of his most heartfelt revelations yet, The Big Hash has opened up about contemplating stepping away from the music industry. Despite this, he is set to drop a new mixtape titled “Press Hash Vol 1,” dedicated to the loyal fans who have supported him through every high and low of his career.
The rapper from Pretoria’s message reads like a blend of a late-night confession and a morning resolution-an honest mix of exhaustion, responsibility, gratitude, and a flicker of hope that refuses to fade.
Reflecting on his journey, The Big Hash recalls entering the music scene at a young age and dedicating years to carving out a lasting place for himself. He has witnessed entire musical eras evolve and new trends emerge. A blunt comment on YouTube beneath his latest track sparked deep self-reflection. The comment acknowledged his talent but doubted that artists like him would ever achieve financial success. His response was straightforward: “Did he lie?”
I’ll be very honest, I’m THIS close to giving up on music fr.
— THE BIG HASH. (@peacebeyondhash) September 26, 2025
What follows is a raw moment of self-assessment. He describes his younger self as “super arrogant and big-headed,” adding with a touch of humor that some of that attitude might still linger. The tone then shifts to seriousness as he admits to having damaged early goodwill, apologizes to his fans, and takes ownership of the gap between his potential and the recognition he hoped for. “No matter how many dope records I make, niggas sleep,” he confesses. “I did that to myself. Fair enough.” While acknowledging other influences, he draws a firm line of accountability.
Despite waking up every day still chasing his dreams, he wrestles with a haunting question that many long-standing artists face: Are these dreams truly meant for him? “Maybe it wasn’t meant for me. Maybe it is. Who knows. I’ll leave that part to y’all,” he admits.
But that’s the thing right…are these all just dreams? Maybe it wasn’t meant for me. Maybe it is. Who knows? I’ll leave that part to yall. I’ll drop the tape because I owe it to every single one of the people who’ve been with me through everything. Then we’ll see what happens.
— THE BIG HASH. (@peacebeyondhash) September 26, 2025
His next move is clear: releasing the mixtape as a gesture of gratitude to those who have stood by him, rather than a desperate bid for attention. “I’ll drop the tape because I owe it to every single one of the people who’ve been with me through everything. Then we’ll see what happens,” he states.
Underneath this candid post lies a broader discussion about the challenges artists face today-navigating the pressures of public exposure, the economics of streaming platforms, and the difficulty of standing out in an oversaturated market. The Big Hash transforms these pressures into a call for engagement: listen, share, and support. If the mixtape strikes a chord, it could mark a powerful comeback. If not, this message might serve as a final, honest farewell from an artist who chose transparency, responsibility, and the bravery to let his audience decide his fate.
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